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there are quite a few straight folks in the class; ther could be a bunch of motivations for taking the class, other than wanting to get in touch with one's "roots." mine of course being that i adore mr. kennedy. but the focus of the class is the entire LGBTQQI spectrum (if not sexuality in general), so i guess it's to shine the bright light of inquiry on "my people" too. It's just that there are some unmistakenly queer folks in class, either by their personal cues or open statements ("well, as a gay man i feel..."). Lilian I guess would be in the Questioning category, although i'm not sure what she would do if she found herself in bed with another woman. i would would like to find myself in bed with her, but that's probably not going to happen (yet she always moonbing over our dykey friend Ty, and I think, "what am i, chopped meat?") i have an open invitation to her to come with me on a weekend vacation to New Mexico to go mountain biking and visit dive bars, just to see her in an totally free, new, funb, uninhibited environment, and she says she wants to, but in the end i don't think the crack head will let her go. i just want someone to go somewhere fun with who actually wants to hang out with me (usually it's like pulling teeth).